Chapter 7
Could you be Loved
BPOV
I woke up in a tangle mess of sheets and limbs. Edward’s arms and legs were wrapped around me and I found that I had nuzzled myself into his chest, and my legs were just as tangled into his, what the fuck? I Bella Swan did not and I repeat did not snuggle. What had gotten into me, yes I realize that I was having some very intense L-word feelings for Edward, but that did not mean I had to go and be all snuggly did it? Well fuck my life, how was I supposed to deal with this? Okay, yes I admit it; I was panicking and was probably going to make a bitch-ass move here. Something I know I was going to regret in about five minutes. But before my bitch-ass could make up her mind, I felt Edward start to stir. So, I ever so slowly peeked up at him through my lashes.
“Hey” Fuck I’m screwed, he’s awake. No getting out of this the bitch-ass way.
“Hey” Oh smooth Bella.
He started to remove himself from me and sat up leaning on his knees, he rested his head on his arms and turned to look at me.
“So?” He said with a smile. I rolled over on my stomach and looked up at him.
“So?” I asked back, I really had no idea where to go from here.
He ran his hand through his 100% genuine sex hair; knowing that it was the real deal this time, it caused a small smile to form. As my lips tuned up I shook my head into the mattress trying to conceal my snicker that was threatening to escape.
“What?” He asked.
“Nothing” I said into the mattress.
“Oh really” And before I knew what was happening I felt his strong hands grip onto me. Flipping me over, he straddled me and had the most evil smirk on his face; with his threatening look he grabbed my hands and pinned them above my head.
“Nothing?” He paused for a moment to bring one of his hands down to my side. “Are you sure it was nothing Bella?” He asked. Oh fuck! I just shook my head in answer to his question, telling him that it was nothing. Giving him my best, I’m- oh-so-sweet-and-innocent-look, however that did not work as well as I thought. Seeing through my bullshit, what I once that of as Edward’s magic fingers began to torture me mercilessly. He started at my ribs going up and down, tickling them; my legs started to kick and my body was thrashing and twisting around underneath him.
“Edward…stop…please…ahhh…please…” I pleaded with him. But he kept on tickling me. I was laughing, and pleading and the tears were rolling down my cheeks. Oh he was going to pay.
“Bella…Are you going to tell me why you were laughing at me?” He asked while he was still torturing me.
“Okay…okay…I will…tell…you...but…paalllleasse…Stopp” I stuttered out through my laughter.
He relented, but he didn’t move to get off of me. He simply stayed where he was waiting for his answer.
“Well?” He asked still holding my hands.
“Are you going to let my hands go?” He shook his head no and smiled that damn sexy as smirk. Oh he was definitely going to get it.
“Fine…whatever…I was laughing at your sex hair” I said trying not to smile.
“My sex hair…what about my sex hair Bella?” He asked eyeballing me.
“I was just thinking…that the first time I saw you that you had sex hair…and well now…well…now I know that it’s genuine” I said with a proud smile.
“Is that so…and what makes you think that it wasn’t genuine the first time you saw me?” He said smugly. Oh what and ass.
I did the only thing I could think of. I bucked my hips as hard as I could, “Ass” and pushed my upper body up as hard as I could.
“I don’t think so my feisty little iki manu” He said holding me back down.
Edward pressed me back down into the mattress and leaned down next to my ear. “I like it when you fight back” What? Wait a minute.
“What?” I asked as the breath rose and fell heavily in my chest. He just called me his little bird.
He kissed me below my ear and gently pulled my earlobe into his mouth sucking on it before he let it go between his lips. It made me tremble slightly.
“I said…” he moved over to my other ear before he continued “I like it when you fight back” and he repeated the gesture of kissing my ear. He let his tongue and teeth graze my neck before he nipped at the apex of my collarbone. “It’s fucking sexy as hell” I could feel his dick getting hard above me and his grip on me was loosening. So I took this as my opportunity and as stealthily as I could I hooked my legs around him pushed on his shoulders and flipped over onto his back, so now I was the one straddling him.
“Kulikuli…” I said sternly. “So you like it when I hakaka?” I grabbed his hands and pushed them down into the mattress by his head pinning him beneath me. “It’s my turn now kuuipo” I said in a devious tone.
I leaned down and I took his right nipple in between my teeth and tugged at it, which rewarded me with a small growl from Edward.
“Bella” He said as a warning.
“Quiet!” I snapped as I looked up at him with a glare.
I then moved to his left nipple doing the same, he let out another growl and I could feel that he was completely hard. I licked and nipped at him across his chest and down his stomach. I brought his hands down and held them at his sides. I sat up and stared directly into his eyes, he looked back intensely at me; waiting for my next move. I could feel that his body was tense, and his breathing was heavy, but he didn’t fight, he let me do whatever it was I was going to do. I knew he was stronger than me and he could over take me at anytime, but he didn’t and for some reason this turned me on even more.
“Watch me Edward…” and I released one of his hands but he didn’t move it from his side; I reached down between us and wrapped my hand around his hard cock and began stroking it slowly. “Watch me…see what your body does to me” I had no idea where this was coming from inside of me, this control, this type of unbridled sexual confidence, but when I was with Edward I felt safe, like I could do anything, be anything. “Do you see what you make me do…do you see how I want you?” I asked him, his breathing was strong and fast and his eyes were so focused, he didn’t answer me however “Answer me”
“Yes…I can see”, He answered.
“What do you see Edward…tell me what you see”, I demanded as I continued to stroke his hard cock. He let out a deep moan and I could see that he was fighting to keep his eyes locked on me. He wanted nothing more than to throw his head back and relish in the moment.
“I see how you want me…stroking my cock” Oh fuck my life those words coming out of his mouth were so hot, I was getting so worked up that it made me squirm atop of him.
Then suddenly his alarm clock went off and music started playing making my head snap over to where it sat on his nightstand. The song “What Lies Beneath” by Breaking Benjamin was the song that was playing. I smirked down at him and noticed that his eyes never moved from me even when I had looked away. Fuck I couldn’t take it anymore. I lifted myself up slightly and lowered myself onto his hard length, I let my head fall back as I enjoyed the feeling of him filling me. I heard him let out a groan and I looked back down at him, his hands were clenched into fists and he was fighting so hard not to take control. I moved my body up and down above his, riding him as he watched me. The song ended and another started to play, Kid Rock’s “Rock On” and knowing that I couldn’t take it anymore I needed to feel his hands on me, I reached down and took both of his hand placing them on my hips.
“Touch me Edward…I’m yours now.” I let out in a plea, giving up my control Edward’s hands gripped onto me and he pulled himself up, and before I could register anything else his mouth came hard against my own. His tongue assaulted mine and I fought it back just as hard.
“Fuck I wanted to taste you so badly.” He whispered as he broke apart our lips and rested his forehead against my chest. Edward’s hands swept over my body, one going behind my back while the came around to my stomach, where it roamed to either of my breasts and back down. “Turn around baby” He said, and I did somewhat smoothly surprisingly. But with Edward everything was natural. The song changed once again to “40 Miles from the Sun” by Bush.
I was on my knees and Edward came and entered me from behind pushing deep inside of me.
“Oh Fuck!” I let out he was hitting places I had never felt before. His movements were so deep and fluid; he just penetrated me in an erotic rhythm. He pushed my body down so I was now on my stomach and I grabbed a hold of the edge of the bed. Edward reached out, snaking one of his hands up my back until he wrapped his hands gently around my throat pulling me up. He brought his body down closer to mine, his face pressed against my own.
“Do you know how you make me feel…do you see how I want you?” Oh fuck this was to much, when he talked like this to me, holding me, pushing deep into me the way he was, it made me come instantly. I cried out in answer to his question through my orgasm.
“YEEESSSS” I let out in pure ecstasy.
“Fuck Yes” He said back and I could feel his dick pulsing inside of me as his own release shook through his body. He pressed himself deep inside of me, holding me tight against his body; I had never felt so connected to another person before in my life.
Yes I was definitely falling in love with Edward Cullen. After a moment he moved away from me and he lay there next to me. His eyes closed, one hand on his chest while the other rested above his head, he seemed lost in his thoughts. I was in the same place. I don’t think either one of us really knew where to go from here.
“Edward?” I said, I didn’t want to ruin anything but I had noticed the time and I needed to go get Ben and Angela from the airport.
“Yeah” He said with his eyes still closed.
“Um…I need to go pick up Ben and Angela from the airport…so?” I really had no idea what to do.
“Oh yeah right…uh let me a grab a shower…you uh want to shower here or what do you want to do…I uh…um..yeah” He seemed a bit out of his element.
“Well if you don’t mind can I just shower here?” I said in reply.
“Yeah iki manu…no worries…I will get you a t-shirt and something to put on too, so you don’t have to wear your clothes from last night” He seemed much calmer now that I gave my answer, it seems he was just worried about what I was thinking.
“Okay…well you want to join me then?” He just shook his head and smiled.
With minimal funny business we managed to make it out of the shower in about 30 minutes after we of course exhausted all of the hot water. Edward gave me an old Beastie Boys band t-shirt to put on and a pair of boxers and a black hoodie, which of course where all to big for me, but it was fine to just go and pick up Ben and Angela. I mean Christ they have seen me in worse. It would do until I could run home and change before we headed to the shop.
“So you ready to go?” Edward asked me as I stood in his kitchen drinking a cup of coffee.
“Yep” I said looking down at my bare feet wiggling my toes.
“Here put these on” And he handed me a pair of black slippers or as you mainlanders call them flip-flops. Again to big but it didn’t matter.
So with Edward in his black sweats, t-shirt, baseball hat and sneakers, and me in his underwear, both of us with our hoods up and sunglasses on, we headed down to the parking garage. Edward walked over to his 1967 Ford Fairlane and my jaw dropped.
“What…it’s the most practical for 4 people and luggage” He said with that damn sexy smirk. I just about died as he opened my door for me as I got in. It was black and chrome and had some white detailing, and the interior was all done in black leather. This car was hot shit.
“Practical my ass” I said as he sat down in the drivers seat.
“Okay so maybe not the most practical…but it needs to be driven and it’s a relatively nice day out…so that’s what we’re taking”, He said with a shrug.
“Well then I guess it’s a good thing that Ben and Angela are not that big…so they should have plenty of room in the back” I said with a smile.
We headed out and made our way to the airport on the way there I was curious about something, so I decided to ask Edward about it.
“Can I ask you something?” I said
“Yes” He replied.
“Um well how do you know Hawaiian…I mean well where did you learn it?” I asked. I was curious because earlier this morning he had called me his “little bird” and when I spoke a few words to him he seemed to understand what I was saying.
“Oh…uh well that is a long story…one I will tell you someday…but not today…let’s just chalk it up to some old acquaintances…just people from the past…there aren’t the type of people you want to be known to associate with…ya know…not really something I like to talk about…past is the past” He said. I could tell he wasn’t ready to delve into that subject. But I completely understood how he felt about pasts, I knew I had one and I sure as shit wasn’t ready to share mine. I may have strong lovey dovey feelings for Edward but I wasn’t about to lay that shit on him.
“Yeah…I know what you mean…past is the past” He gave him a sympathetic smile and turned to look out the window.
“Hey…iki manu…something wrong?” I must have let my feeling show, about this past bullshit, because I hadn’t even realized that I had spaced out into my own thoughts when Edward got my attention.
“Huh…oh…no…no, just spaced for a second…no worries boss” I gave him a smile and shook it off. “Anyway…onto better things…Ben and Angela…you know Ang will be doing a photo shoot for you and Emmett for the magazine and Ben is here to help set up the tattoo shop, he has been with us since the beginning. You two will get along great! I have no doubt…We all call him Big Ben…but he is really just a little Asian dude, that has mad skills when it comes to ink…they are a couple too by the way…” I paused for a moment…I didn’t mean for that to come out as if we were a couple because I didn’t know what we were “Yeah uh just something that is in the water at WYP…Ben and Ang, Jas and Ali, Mike and Jes…and now Rose and Emmmett” I said looking at him
“What about you and I?” Oh fuck! How do I answer that?
“What about us…do you want us to be a couple?” I mean we haven’t really talked about that kind of thing, it had only been a couple of days and even though I was having some uber strong feelings, and it didn’t make him my automatic boyfriend.
“Well…shit I’ll give it a try if you’re willing to?” He said to me.
“I will try too…but I have to warn you…I am one stubborn broad and I don’t like to be told what to do” I said with a nod.
“Well let me warn you…I am one moody bastard and I will probably make one shitty boyfriend and piss you off 99.9% of the time…but I will never lie to you, which will most likely be what pisses you off…but I will try” He said seriously.
“Well okay then…I guess we are going to try and piss each other off then together” I said.
“I guess so” He just looked at me curiously for a second before placing his attention back to the road.
“Bella one more thing…I haven’t had a girlfriend in over 4 years…so yeah” Well if he was being honest I might as well too.
“Well I haven’t had a boyfriend in over 4 years either…so yeah” At least the playing field was level, we both used the opposite sex for ‘nocturnal lighting purposes only’ and nothing serious ever came of it.
“Really?” He asked
“Really…anyway…so like you’re my boyfriend” I said in my best valley girl voice. He just rolled his eyes, shook his head and let out a small laugh.
“Not if you talk like that I’m not”, He said
“Uh…Whatever!” I said still in my valley girl voice while hold up my hands in shape of a ‘W’ at him. He just laughed at me.
“What the fuck did I get myself into?” He said as he pulled into the airport pick-up terminal.
“Me this morning…twice if I remember correctly” I said with a big shit eating grin.
He shook his head once more and I pointed out to where Ben and Angela where waiting on the sidewalk with their luggage. Edward pulled over to the curb and I hopped out giving him a wink and smile as I opened the door.
“Ready boyfriend?” He just rolled his eyes again and I got out to great them.
“HUA…What the fuck...ahhhhhh” And the screaming commenced as Angela and I hugged each other. “Damn girl you didn’t have to get all dressed up for me?” Angela said looking at my outfit.
“Nice…I see that your fortune has afforded you great comforts” Big Ben added.
“Both of you shut it…or you’re fired” They just rolled their eyes at me and I gave Ben a hug.
“Whatever…like you haven’t seen me in worse” They both looked at each other briefly and nodded in agreement.
“Hey I resent that” Edward chimed in.
“Oh…hey guys…this is Edward…Edward Cullen” I leaned into Ang’s ear “My boyfriend” I said quietly.
“YOUR WHAT?” She squealed out.
“SHHH…hua…damn” I gave her a shut your trap look and she just smiled back with a devious grin “Let’s get your bags”
“Edward I’m Ben…I have heard a lot about you…nice to finally meet you…e komo mai bruddah...looks like you’re part of the family now” He said while shaking Edward’s hand.
“I guess…I hope that’s a good thing” Edward replied. Him and Ben both took the luggage and put it in the trunk of the car.
“So Edward…tell me how did my sweet little hua here seduce you into her love trap?” Angela asked as we got into the car.
“What?” Edward asked.
“ANG!” I yelled at her.
“What? I was just curious as to how you bagged him…I mean come on Bells he is gorgeous…no offense baby” She said as she turned to Ben.
“None taken” Ben said holding up his hands and shaking his head.
“Careful bro…just a warning…when those 4 wahines get together…my advice…run…run far away” Ben said to Edward.
“Careful bro…just a warning…when those 4 wahines get together…my advice…run…run far away” Ben said to Edward.
“Hey…daKine…kulikuli…before you wake up with no eyebrows and missing anatomy” I said.
“See boss…run! It’s to late for me, but you still have time” Ben said jokingly and we all just laughed.
I turned around to face the front and pressed play on Edwards’s iPod having no idea what song would come on. But was pleasantly surprised when Bob Marley’s “Could You be Loved” came on. Angela and I both screamed and started belting out the lyrics.
“See boss…RUN” Ben shouted over us to Edward. But Edward just looked over at me and smiled. And as I sat in the passenger seat of his car singing horribly to Bob Marley, in his clothes, with my friends around me, I knew I was irrevocably in love with Edward Cullen.
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