Saturday, January 15, 2011

WHAT'S YOUR POISON Chapter 5 SUGAR


Chapter 5
Sugar

  
EPOV

            I just stood there in complete awe of what I had just witnessed. But then the lights went down and a voice came over the PA system.
            “This next song is for Edward…Enjoy you lucky bastard!”
            I turned to look at Jasper and he just shrugged. The lights started flashing and I saw that Alice was standing at the front of the stage motioning for us to come join her. As we walked up to meet her the music started to play. It started out slow and Bella was sitting in a chair with the spot light on. And then like a jolt right to my dick, the song broke out into “Sugar” by Kid Rock. And Bella went to work. She kicked the chair away and started dancing. She strutted across the stage, shaking her body and to my complete and utter surprise after dancing on the poll she came up and started dancing in front of me. I just sat there in my chair at the stage shaking my head in complete disbelief that Bella would get up on stage by herself and dance for me in front of everyone to see. Her hot ass was clad in tight leather pants, and some silver sequenced tank top thing and black leather fuck me heals with silver buckles, the kind of reminded me of my motorcycle boots that I had on. Jesuschristonastripperpole those damn pants with her fucking heals made her legs look fucking endless and her ass…don’t even get me started on how great her ass looked.
            I was doing everything I could to keep the drool from dripping down my chin. When the song came to an end Bella strutted down the stairs and came over and plopped her leather-clad ass right in my lap. She leaned in to whisper in my ear.
            “You gonna give me some sugar tonight boss?” I just pulled my head away from hers so I could look her in the eyes. I grabbed her legs so she was straddling me; leaning back into her, I tilted her head to the side to whisper back into her ear.
            “Baby that was fuckhot and I will give you anything your sexy ass wants…I am all yours” And with my words I placed an open mouthed kiss under her ear. “But after that little display I think I need a shot” Her head tilted back in laughter. She climbed off my lap and walked back to the bar, after a minute she returned with a bottle of Jack Daniels single barrel and four shot glasses.
            “So who is ready to party?” She asked the three of us.
            “You know I am ready darling…Baby you ready?” Jasper said and turned to face Alice looking for her confirmation.
            “Oh you know I’m ready baby” Alice said to Jasper.
            “Alright lets do this” I said and we all four stood up. Bella poured us shots and handed them out.
            “To the unexpected” Bella said in a toast. And with that we took our shots, of course Bella did that fuckhot shot glass roll across her lips; I just shook my head thinking to myself this was going to be another kickass night.
            After we did another shot, I excused myself to step outside and smoke. Jasper and Alice seemed caught up in a little bubble of their own, but as I stood up to go outside Bella said she would join me.













BPOV

            I could hardly believe it when Jas, Ali and I walked into the bar and I realized that Edward was up on stage playing I about lost all coherent thought. I was a fucking sucker for musicians, and now that I knew that Edward was a musician and he was fuckhot and a master in the boudoir I was toastercaked. This man had me hook fucking line and sinker. Alice and Jasper both knew it too. This man was going to be the end-all beat-all for me. I had a moment of panic and could barely speak when Edward came to talk to us. He walked off to go grab his beer and Jas and Ali started in on me.
            “Damn Hua you are so done for it’s not even funny” Alice said the moment he left.
            “Bells all I have to say is be careful…don’t get me wrong I like this guy and his brother is pretty badass…but we don’t really know them yet…so be careful…I don’t want a repeat of James” Jasper was serious, always the protective brother. I understood where he was coming from and to be honest the intensity of feelings which I was already having towards Edward scared the shit out of me. But I wasn’t going to let my past with James dictate what happened between Edward and I.
            “I know Jas…but I don’t know…there is just something different about him. I don’t know what it is, but as scared as I am of my feelings…I am not afraid of him…There is just something about him…I know he won’t hurt me intentionally”
            “Bella girl…I love you and I am here for you no matter what” Alice chimed in. “She is right Jas…he won’t hurt her…besides he isn’t James…I have a feeling about him” Okay there it was, Alice was having one of her ‘feelings’ again. Before our conversation could continue Edward was back from the bar.
            He went on to play and dedicated a song to me; Alice just gave me the look. I knew what that meant, it was time to play, so after Edward finished we all left and went to a club down the street, friends of ours owned it. Zafrina and Senna, they were two sisters from Brazil that we had met years ago on a surfing trip. They were all things Brazil and decided to move to Seattle a few years back, it was quite the happy coincidence. They also owned a string of nightclubs back in Brazil, but they had always wanted to move to the U.S. Why is beyond us, because they were one hundred percent Brazil, but hey to each their own. However, they had a friend that lived here in Seattle that helped them out. It was nice having a Seattle family, and now it was just going to grow.
            When we got to the club Alice and I took off for the back, knowing that Zafrina and Senna would be there back in the office. So of course Alice and I devised a plan and Zaf and Sen were all for it, Sen got on her walky-talky and let the DJ know what we were up to. Thankfully Alice and I were dressed for the occasion. Both of us looking sexy as hell, her in her cheetah corset and me in my skintight black leather pants, we were ready to dance.
            “Well my little sexies are you ready to shake your pretty little ass’s for your men?” Sen asked, smiling her wicked conspiratorial smile at us.
            “Oh you know I am…Jasy is going to love this…he always does…and well I think Cullen is going to flip his dick when he see Bella here…I don’t think he really knows what he has gotten himself into…and if I know my Jasy he isn’t going to give a damn thing away about our little Hua here” Alice said with her much to enthusiastic tone of voice.
            “Oh for fucks sake…am I really that bad?”
            “YES!” All three of them shouted in unison.
            “What the fuck…seriously that hurts…you are all Hua’s of the mahu variety and it pains me to call you my sistas…for realz…OUCH bitches…OUCH…but whatever…lets get this shit rolling…we are supposed to be taking a piss rember AL”
            “Yeah Yeah…Okay Hua…lets go get our swirl on…Wiki Wiki Sen…Much love Zaf”
            “Much love you two…we will be watching…huas”, Zafrina said and she turned to go back to her work for the moment.
            “I will let Peter know to start in 2 min…you Hua’s better hurry” Sen said to us, pushing us out of her office “Much love…Hasta Aloha”
            “HASTA ALOHA” Al and I both shouted back to the both of them.
            Alice and I went on stage and we both danced to “For Your Entertainment” by Adam Lambert, “Porn Star Dancing” by My Darkest Days and “No, No, No” by Dawn Penn. But what really got Edward going was when I danced for him by myself to “Sugar” by Kid Rock. I don’t know what it is with guy and Kid Rock or just southern rock in general but he sure does like it. Which gives me an idea for later.
            The night went on without incident, we partied like rock stars, we drank our shots of whiskey, smoked, and danced to songs like Muse’s “Uprising”, “Buttons” by the Pussycat Dolls, “Boys Wanna be Her” by Peaches, “Cowboy” by Kid Rock and we even had Peter play “Gravel Road” by Clutch for Edward just so he wouldn’t lose his frucking mind, but we just liked hanging out laughing, and just having fun, it was a great night. Jasper and Edward were getting along great, as if they had known each other their whole lives.
            “Hey I think we should call and see if Rose and Emmett want to join us…what do you all think…I bet Rose is losing her nut being all alone right now…you know how she gets all nervous and shit on a first date” I knew she was probably biting off her fifty dollar manicure at this point.
            “Oh Shit! I bet her fifty dollar mianicure is toaster caked!” Alice slurred. I just laughed after having thought the exact same thing.
            “Sure…I’ll give my brother a call”, Edward said.
            “NOOO” Ali and I shouted at the same time.
            “Why”, He asked.
            “Oooh no no no…because if Rose thinks it’s Emmett’s idea she will be pissed…and I mean pissed…trust us…let us call Rose and her bring up the idea…and while we do that…just send Emmett a text and let him know the plan…and make sure you tell him not to bring it up or he might lose his balls or something…Rose is lethal like that…although from the looks of it Emmett likes it rough”, we all started laughing. With that Jasper poured a shot for everyone.
            “To liking it rough”, Jasper toasted. I just looked at Edward and slid the shot across my lips. Hmm.
            “Ali call Rose…I’ll be right back”, I said. I had another song I needed to dance to and I was just buzzed enough to drink to it. Edward gave me a confusing look when I excused myself. He turned to look at Jasper, but per usual he gave no hint to Edward and just smiled shrugging his shoulders.
            I went to the back office again to talk to Zaf and Sen to set it up again. I also needed to change. I didn’t have the right look for this dance. Luckily Zafrina had what I needed. So she helped me out with my ensemble and Sen called up Peter to help me with my song and the prop that I would need on stage. Once everything was set, I made my way towards the stage.
            I had them turn the lights completely off and once again I had Peter place a chair in the center of the stage. This time however, I dressed myself slightly different. I took off my leather pants and put on a pair of leather bikini bottoms, a black leather corset, and I changed my shoes, to a pair of boots that went all the way up to my mid thighs that were black leather. I also put on a carnivale mask, and black slid gloves that went all the way up to my arms. I kept my hair down, made sure my eye makeup was dark to match the mask, and put on deep red lipstick. To be honest I have no idea what possessed me to do this, but there was just something about Edward that allowed me to let go of all my inhibitions, something that allowed me to be completely comfortable, something that told me I was safe with him; that he would protect me. Because in all truth I would never dress like this in public unless it was Halloween, but that was part of the reason I was also wearing the mask, in hopes that I may not be recognized as easily. But I also knew, that Zaf and Sen, would make sure that their security was all over the guests about pictures and everything, so I knew I would be okay too. Otherwise there is now way I would do this in just some random club, I am not that careless.  I mean hello, I own a multimillion-dollar company, but I also like to be me and have fun too.
            “You ready chaquita?”, Zaf asked me as I stood backstage ready to walk out.
            “Yep…I can’ believe I am taking it this far…what the hell has gotten in to me Zaf?”, I asked her.           
            “I don’t know Hua…but if I had to guess I would say it would be ‘the you know what’”, She said giving me the ‘you know what look’.
            “Oh fuck don’t say that…it can’t be that…I don’t know if I am ready for that” And I was serious, I was feeling a lot of things for Edward and safe was definitely one of them, but the big ‘you know what’ was well, I don’t know if I was ready for that, and even if I was ready for that; for fucks sake it had only been like two fucking days. Really, really what the mother fucking fuck batman, that shit doesn’t happen after like two fucking days. Does it? I snapped myself out of my mind fuckery and went out on stage.
            I took my seat on the chair and the music began. The loud beat started to thud, and the lights started to come on, and I let my body start to move my legs opening and closing to the beat and first, then having my pelvis thrust to the beat as I supported myself on the seat of the chair. Eventually I pushed off the chair I crawled along the floor making my way towards Edward, so I could dance in front of him and to use the pole that was in front of him. I let my body feel the music, fluidly jerking to the beat of the song. The sound of “Closer” by Nine Inch Nails fueled the raging lust that was coursing through my body, pushing me to dance harder for Edward, I had never wanted to do something so erotic for some one before, I mean what we had done with the bands and tequila the night before was pretty fun, but this was me completely giving, voyeuristic in nature. This was raw. And it was turning me the fuck on, feeling his eyes on me. The song finally ended and I sauntered off the stage to the back. Zaf and Sen helped me change out of the outfit and I put my clothes back on. I went back out to where everyone was sitting. By the time I got out there I noticed that Rose and Emmett had arrived. I greeted them. They teased me about my little sexscapade pole dance. But it wasn’t there opinion that I was interested in. I could feel Edward’s eyes boring into me the entire time. And with the beat of Lady Gaga’s “Teeth” and then morphing into “Temperature” by Sean Paul in the background and it was playing right to my girly bits. I wanted him to take a bite of my bad girl meat and my temperature was definitely right. Finally Emmett shut up and I turned to Edward.            
            “Cigarette” That was all he said to me.
            He stood up and walked right past me to make his way outside, he didn’t even hold the door, just walked right outside. He walked so fast that I could barely keep up with him. When I reached the outside I wasn’t really sure where he went. I turned towards the parking lot to see where he went, I was suddenly pulled to the side and shoved against the wall where there is an alley used for a service entrance.
            “Shhhh….Do you know what that little dance of yours did to me?” Fuck that scared that shit out of me. My heart was beating so fast, but before I could calm myself down and fully register that it was Edward that grabbed me his lips came crushing down onto mine. He grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above my head with one of his hands, while his other hand held my face just under the chin. The kiss was hard and aggressive. It took me a moment to register what was happening before I began to kiss him back, the brick of the building was digging into my wrists and back. His tongue was forceful against mine, and I fought back with my own fervor. My hands were trying to break free but he just grunted into the kiss and his hips ground into mine causing my to hitch my legs around his waist.
            His free hand release my jaw grazing down my breasts and torso, only to grab my hip and snake around to my ass. He pulled away suddenly, his forehead came down and rested against mine, his breathing was heavy as was mine. “Fuck Bella, do you have any idea what you do to me…do you?...FUCK…can you feel that?!!!” He was mad, it took me somewhat by surprise. I wasn’t sure why he was mad, but he was. “Answer me…can you feel that…do you see and feel what you fucking do to me BELLA?” Uh oh…I think I am in trouble.
            “Yes…I can feel it…and no I don’t know…what do I do to you Edward…tell me” And with my statement rather more than a question. I needed to know. He raised his head from mine to look me into my eyes.
            “You do things to me Bella…you make me…fuck Bell…you make me…feel things…things that …that I have no fucking right to… no fucking right to at all…none…do you fucking understand that? Do you?” His eyes were so intense and dark.
            “Yes” I did understand because I felt the same way. I had been through so much and sometimes I didn’t feel like I had a right to how I felt, that maybe I should just be alone, that I have abused the system in some way, but I couldn’t help it.
            “Do you?...I don’t think that you do Bella…I don’t think that you understand…no in fact I no you don’t fucking understand…FUCK!” I just searched his eyes, there was so much flashing across them. The memories, even though I didn’t know what they were, I could see that they were there, or rather who or what was there. I don’t even know if I wanted to know, but I had a feeling that I was going to find out. Maybe not tonight, but I was going to find out.
            “Edward…take me home…make me understand…let me feel you…I want you inside of me…now” His eyes flashed black and then went deep jade. I could hear the song from the club thumping from inside “Is this Real” by Lisa Hall. “Please Edward…I know…I need you too” He let his hand release my wrists and I brought them down and caressed his face in one hand, letting the other come down on his chest over his heart. Our eyes never breaking contact, his now free hand came around me to support my body. Tentatively I leaned in closer to him and gently placed my lips to his, not yet closing my eyes. He let out a shaky sigh when our lips touched. I pulled back slightly “Edward Please…make love to me” And with my words, his arm slid up my back to my neck, his eyes closed and he pulled my mouth to his and he kissed me fully. Our mouths parting and our tongues sliding against one another’s deeply. We both moaned at the involuntary grinding of my hips. Our kissing broke and his hand moved to my hips and he slowly lowered me down to let my feet touch the ground.
            “I am taking you home now” And that is all he said to me, before taking my hand and leading me to the curb to hail a cab. We never went back inside to say goodbye. He never said another word to me. Just took my hand and led me to the curb to catch a cab and I never spoke a word to him. I just looked into his eyes knowing everything that I needed to for the moment, the rest would come in time, and that was exactly what I had, was time. Because that was all I had as I fell. As I stood there on the curb waiting for the cab hand-in-hand gazing into those deep green eyes; falling for Edward Cullen.







THERE IT IS MONKEYS CHAPTER 5 OF WYP...NO YOU CAN JUMP OFF MY ASS ABOUT IT AND BY YOU I MEAN *(MEL BELL)* LOVE YOU DOLL FACE *KISS KISS*...HUGS AND SQUISH MUCH LOVE 

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