Chapter 12
Wave of Existence Part 2
I was downstairs in the kitchen waiting for Bella to come down and for my family to get home. I heard her upstairs moving around, the shower turned on, I could hear the water flower out of the shower head, cascading down her body and hitting the floor of the shower and going down the drain. The moist heat of the steam filled my senses, I could smell her, the salt water, the scent of our bodies, the sex from both of us, and like a bomb it hit me. I could smell her arousal wafting through me, that heady floral scent that was only Bella. Fuck it was engrossing, it over took me. I was enraptured and before I knew what I was doing, I was standing outside of my bathroom door; I could hear her pulse heavy and quick, her arousal speeding through her veins, and her heavy breathing. I couldn't take it, jesusfuckingchrist, I was so turned on, and my dick was hard and throbbing against my jeans. I swiftly stepped into my bathroom to see her, I know that this wasn't right, that I shouldn't be there, but fuck she was touching herself, one hand was plunging between her wet thighs and the other was bracing her against the glass shower door. My hand went up to meet hers on the other side of the glass, her head snapped up. Her eyes were so deep and intense; I had caught her off guard. I had not control, it was lost going down the drain along with the water that was showering Bella's erotic form.
"Don't stop" the words came out of my mouth heavy with lust. I just looked back into her eyes, breathing deep and heavy taking in her scent. My hand free hand reached out to the button on my jeans and I slipped it down to my fully hard dick.
She looked back, her movements frozen. She then let her eyes wander down to what I was doing to myself. I blush came over her chest creeping up her neck making its way to her cheeks, coloring them the most amazing she of pink. She slowly started to move her hand in between her thighs, letting her thumb come up and rub small circles on her clit. I just watched her as I pulled my dick free of the cloth prison and started stroking myself. Pumping myself slow and hard to her rhythm; my eyes never left her body, never left her intense gaze. This was the single most fucking erotic moment in my existence.
"Fuck…Bella...So fucking beautiful" I breathed out heavy against my panting and stroking.
"Edward...oh fuck…ahh" She let out in heavy pants, biting her bottom lip. "Edward...I'm so close…" Her fingers started moving faster and I picked up my own pace.
"Baby…make yourself come for me...Look at me…I want to see you come baby" And with that her skin started to flush, her breathing and heart rate were fast and intense and with a heavy whimper I watched her orgasm course through her body. Her head came forward in an almost jerked movement towards the glass door.
"Edward come in here…I want your body against mine…I want to watch you come" Fuck me, with those words I tore my shirt off and ripped my jeans down and was in the shower with her. When I stepped in and continued stroking my hard cock, Bella's little hand wrapped right around mine. She was stroking it with me. She started placing open mouthed kisses against my chest, as the water flowed over us.
"Touch me Edward…I want to feel your hands on my body" I reached my free hand out and touched her face letting it travel down her neck, and along her supple breast, I rubbed my thumb across her perfect pink erect nipple.
"I'm...so…close…baby…Fuuuck…uuuhhh" And with that my body stiffened and I let my own orgasm release from me. I wrapped myself around her, pulling her up and kissing her deeply with everything that I was. My body was on fire for her, she awakened a need, pure lust, and endless love and longing for her that I never thought possible. Her mouth was hot against mine, her small hands gripping my wet hair.
With the hot water cascading between us, I pumped in and out of Bella, until we both came hard against each other. I set her down on the marble bench in the shower and washed her body. Paying attention to every curve and plain; placing kisses along the way.
"Baby…my family is going to be home any minute...we should get out and get dressed" I said as I placed another soft kiss upon her lips. "I know this is so much to process…but I really think it will help if we talk to them…and I know that they want to meet you" I gave her my half smile, looking down at her with all of the love that I had. She was so beautiful; I was never going to be able to live without her. She was now the center of my being, she was my world.
"Okay…I trust you Edward…I love you" She looked back into my eyes with a small understanding smile. She stood up and I led her out of the shower and dried off her body and mine. When we stepped out of the bathroom and back into my bedroom I heard my family outside. They were in the backyard making their way into the house. In the way that Alice and I spoke, I sent her a quiet thought of thanks. She smiled back at me and opened her mind, showing me how happy that the family was and that when we were ready they would be downstairs in the living room waiting for us to talk.
Bella and I dressed; I gave her a clean t-shirt of mine. It was a little too big but she just took in the excess material and tied it in a knot around her waist. There was something about seeing Bella in my clothes, fuck it was turning me on. I needed to get a grip, we needed to go down and talk to my family. Jesus she was so fucking sexy in my shirt, with her wet long hair wavy down her back. Once we were fully dressed I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and placed a kiss against her temple and led her down the stairs to the living room.
"You ready baby…you don't have anything to worry about" I didn't really know what to say.
"Yeah...I think so…I…uh…I hope that they like me" What? Was that seriously what she was nervous about, fuck I think I just fell more in love with her.
"Baby they are going to love you...they already do…You can ask them anything you want…we don't have any secrets…I love you Bella…There isn't anything I wouldn't do for you" I smiled down at her and we walked into the living room where my family was waiting for us.
"Bella...I'm Alice...it's so good to finally meet you in person" Alice bounced up off the couch throwing her arms around Bella.
"Oh…howz it Alice" Bella was a bit taken back by Alice's hug.
"Okay Alice…uhhh…Bella this is my family…my brother's Jasper and Emmett, my sister Rosalie, you know Carlisle and this is…well this is Esme our mother for all intense and purpose" They all came up to her, giving her a hug.
"Hey there wahine…it's about damn time" Emmett said to her as he pulled into a big bear hug lifting her off the floor. Giving me a wink over her shoulder and of course letting me see what her was thinking…dude she is smoking…way to go bro. I just shot him back a look. As he snickered at me, Rose came up behind Emmett slapping him on the back of the head. Giving Bella a small hug.
"I'm Rose…sorry about the brut…he is harmless" Bella let out a little laugh.
"Oh…Bella it is so good to meet you" Esme said as she hugged Bella in a motherly way, overcome with emotions that her son had finally found someone.
"Bella…it's my pleasure" Jasper said in his southern drawl, squeezing her in a brotherly hug.
"Bella…it's so good to see you again" Carlisle said as he was the last one to come up and hug her, giving her his soft and sincere smile. After everyone had their turn hugging Bella and giving their little greeting we moved back towards the couches, each sitting with our respective mate. I pulled Bella into my lap and sat in the over-stuffed chair.
"So, Bella…I am sure you have quite a few questions for us. I just want you to know that we will answer anything you would like to know" Carlisle stated.
"Yeah for sure wahine…we have all the dirt you could ever want to know here about our dear Edward" Emmett let out.
"Jesus Emmett the girl just got here…for crying out loud" Rose said smacking Em on the back of the head again. Everyone let out a snicker.
"Ummm…well…I guess I don't really know what to ask…I uh have never really been in this situation before"
"No worries baby…just ask whatever...talk story…it's all good" I said to her as I kissed her hair and played with her fingers that were wrapped in mine.
"Um…okay…I guess so" We sat there for a few moments, waiting for Bella to continue.
"So…you are all…um…your all vampires?" She asked in a hesitant tone. Everyone just smiled at her.
"Yes Bella. We are vampires, but I want you to know that you are safe. Maybe you should start with what you think you may know about our kind. Then we can go from there" Carlisle answered.
"Okay…I guess" Bella took a deep breath. "So uh…shit…oh…sorry" She blushed, I just rubbed her back. Everyone laughed.
"Bella no worries…I have three boys…that is hardly anything to apologize for sweetie" Esme giggled. That was for sure; between us we had worse mouths than a ship full of drunken pirates.
"Oh…well…I guess…So like what do you eat, aren't you supposed to be like afraid of the light or something like that?" She asked fidgeting. I could tell she was nervous.
"Well Bella, our family doesn't feed in the way that you are thinking of…We consider ourselves to be vegetarians. We only feed on the blood of animals, we need blood to survive however we do not take human lives, we have found an alternative way to live and as far as the sunlight goes, we have no issue with being in the light. However we don't go in the sunlight in front of humans, are skin becomes iridescent and we would instantly be found out. So even though it does not hurt us to be in the sunlight, we do not go out in it in front of humans, to keep our true identity safe" Carlisle explained to her in his calm and soothing voice.
"Oh so you don't have to sleep in coffins or anything like that?" Everyone started to giggle again.
"No baby, we don't have coffins…in fact we don't sleep" I said to her.
"Like you don't sleep at all...ever?" She asked.
"Nope not at all" I replied.
"Oh...wow" She just sat there in my lap contemplating the information. I could almost see the wheels turning in her mind. Fuck I wish I could read her mind sometimes. Everyone sat there patiently waiting for Bella. Their minds were so clear; I could see what everyone was thinking except of course Bella. "Um…how old are all of you?"
"Well do you mean what our human age was or how long have we been 'alive'?"Carlisle asked.
"Both I guess…I mean Edward is 17…but he is like over 100 years old right? Wow that sounds so odd when I say it out loud" Bella had a look of strange understanding wash over her face.
"Well I was 25 when I found this life, but that was over 300 years ago…Esme was 26 and she is 80 years old, Rose was 18 and is over 80 years old, Emmett is the youngest well he is 19 but has only been in this life for 70 years…Jasper is 17 as well and is over 200 years old...Alice is 16 we think and we aren't entirely sure how old she is…see Alice doesn't remember being human, or who changed her, she only knows this life" Carlisle told her.
"I don't know anything about my past…I just remember being this, I don't know much else…all I had were my instincts and my visions…I was lost for a long time until I found others like me that showed me how to live…years later I had a vision of Jazz in a diner…I just knew I was supposed to be with him…So when the time came, I went and found him, I waited for days until he showed up to that stupid diner...and I had heard about this coven of vampires living a different lifestyle and I wanted to be there…I wanted to be one of them…I had visions of them and how they lived…so when I found Jazz I instantly took him with me…and came and found Carlisle, Esme, Rosalie, Emmett and Edward…I just sort of invited myself and Jazz to move right on in" Alice said in her excited bouncy voice, with a huge grin and a look of complete and utter admiration, love and gratitude in her eyes.
"Damn…they just let you move right on in…no questions asked?" Bella asked
"Well Carlisle and Esme were more than welcoming…they took us right in, showing us how they lived, teaching us how to abstain from feeding off of humans, learning how to control the urges…they were great!! Alice chirped "Rose and Emmett weren't living with them all the time then, so we got to know them gradually…Edward on the other hand was a pain in my ass" She glanced over at me giving me her evil pixie smirk. "He is such a brooding bastard…he didn't really give a shit and he cared about was his company, surfing, and his precious guitar and piano" She looked at me and batted her lashes, responding in her 'seriously-Edward' tone of voice. Jasper just sat there snickering, I could see what he was thinking, asshole. I rolled my eyes at him.
"Yep me and the old lady were kicked out for a bit…apparently they couldn't handle all my lovin...mmm mmm good" Emmett spat out.
"Emmett...sorry, but everyone was getting tired of having to repair holes in the walls and replace furniture because you couldn't keep your 'lovin' as you called it…in check" Esme said in a sarcastic tone and then let out a flowery laugh.
"Jesus Em…I don't think Bella needs a visual…for Christ's sake…Bella what my oaf of a man beast is trying to say is…we were knew in our relationship and well it was pretty intense, love days hitting us and lasting for ever…so yeah the sex got a little out of control and for the sanity of the family Em and I went off and lived on our own for a few years until it leveled out...well until he could control himself" rose snickered at Em pinching his nipple. Everyone busted out in hysterics.
"Oh…damn…uh what is a 'love day'…I don't understand?" Bella asked after everyone calmed down.
"Baby…umm 'love days' are umm, well they are hard to explain…uhh…anyone want to help me out here?" I asked my family, I needed a hand out on this one, being that I have yet to have one, all though I knew it was coming. When you meet your mate, it is inevitable, and this made me nervous, how I was supposed to deal with a 'love day' with Bella, I don't ever want to hurt her, fuck, the reality of that hit me and scared the shit out of me.
"Bella a 'love day' well that's what the kid's call them, but it is a day or days that our kind have when we find our mate. They are an intense onslaught of emotions, we become somewhat insatiable for our mate, it is almost as though we are put in some sort of euphoric trance, we become almost hypnotized by our mate, the need, and it is an all consuming desire. We think because of the lifestyle that we live and we abstain from human blood, that the natural hunger we feel for humans has somehow transformed into this unbridled desire for our mate, it causes our connection to deepen and go beyond what we feel. I don't know if Edward has explained this to you yet, but our kind only have one mate, and it is an unbreakable bond, in a scientific sense, we mate for life, or in our case, eternity. Vampires when they find their mate...well it becomes almost an obsession, its magnetic, to halves of a whole joining and fussing. Esme is my mate, as is Jasper to Alice and Rosalie to Emmett and…well as you are to Edward" Carlisle looked at Bella trying to convey the meaning of the day, but it really can't be explained until it happens. Bella sat there, her heart beat sped up, I could feel a slight surge of adrenaline course through her veins. I wrapped my arms around her, holding her to my body.
"Does that help baby? Are you okay?" I asked her, I could tell that she was starting to feel overwhelmed.
"Well, I think that Bella has had enough for the day…Bella sweetie, I just want you to know that we are all here for you, always. I am so happy that Edward has found you and I am just so glad that you are here…Anything you need sweetie we will be here" Esme spoke softly to Bella, her motherly instincts kicking in, knowing that Bella was feeling overwhelmed and needed a break.
"Mahalo…I guess I just need a minute" She spoke barely a whisper. Everyone stood up smiling whole-heartedly at Bella and retreated from the living room.
"Bella…thank you…if you need anything don't hesitate…I'm really happy you're finally here" Alice said as she left with Jazz's arm wrapped around her shoulder.
"No worries Alice" She replied softly. I just held her there next to my body, letting her process everything that she given. I knew this couldn't be easy for her, but I was willing to do whatever I had to, to make sure she was comfortable and safe. I just wanted her to know that she was loved, that everything was going to be okay. But, I didn't know that for certain, how could I? There was going to be some tough times ahead of us, but Bella was the strongest person I knew, I just had to believe in that. I loved her and she was my everything, for the rest of my existence.
"Baby…do you want to go upstairs and rest?" I asked her as I stroked her soft locks.
"Uhh...yeah I guess so" I stood up from the chair holding Bella bridal style; she wrapped her arms around my neck and laid her head against my shoulder. I could tell she was exhausted; I kissed her forehead softly, and whispered that I loved her and carried her upstairs to my bedroom. She was asleep by the time I laid her down on my bed, well her bed. I slipped her jeans off and tucked her into the covers and slid in beside her and wrapped my arms around her. Damn I loved this woman; I buried my face into her hair and just let her sleep.
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Okee Dokee hookers there it is Chapter 12 part 2...sorry it took so long to get it out to you...I have just had my ass handed to me lately and have been ocupado...Doesn't mean I don't love you hoors any less...Let me know what you think...Huggies and Squishies...
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